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Unsettled

*Every year, I write a letter to our church reflecting on what the Lord has done in my own life and in our midst over the previous year. Below is the letter I shared at our annual meeting on January 26, 2025.

My Dearest Shades Valley,

This past year is hard for me to describe. The only word that comes to mind for me personally is “unsettled.” I am a creature of habit, and I like it that way. I could eat the same thing every day, do all the same things, and lay down to sleep perfectly satisfied. But unfortunately, there’s this thing called time. Time has a way of unsettling things. My little children aren’t so little anymore as Levi has outgrown me. More than that, the majority of my kids are now in the youth group, and I feel like I’m still playing catch up. Where did all my toddlers go?

You’d think that twenty-one years of marriage would really make things settle into a routine, but Holly and I keep changing. I was once the social butterfly of our family, but she has grown into that role while I’ve become an old curmudgeon who just wants to stay home. I exaggerate and I kid, but there is some truth to what I am saying.

In so many ways, 2024 made me feel unsettled, like I was losing control, and perhaps that’s one reason I locked in on a health journey as a new routine, a new comforting thing I could control.  But it wasn’t just my family life that God was unsettling. In 2024, we finalized Brad’s part-time hours here so he could also do part-time counseling. And if that wasn’t enough of a shift in my work routine, John-Mark went on Sabbatical about the same time Joely went on maternity leave.

My head was left spinning and by the end of the summer, I was reeling from the busiest season I’d ever seen at Shades. But I believe God was doing something through all of this “unsettling.” He was preparing me for something new. A new phase of life with my family. The Lord refused to let me settle into being comfortable and putting things in cruise control. He roughed up my routines to revive my engagement with my wife and kids. He shook me to wake me, so that I might not long for what once was, but might love what actually is the gift in front of me. God was preparing me and serving my family.

God was also preparing me for a new phase of life at Shades. Refusing to let me phone it in, keep it comfortable, be satisfied with what is good even if it is not what is best. The Lord unsettled me so that I might pay better attention to our discipleship needs. And, as you know, we are aiming to meet those needs in 2025. I am so thankful for all the men and women who helped to develop and refine our discipleship plan. I know there are others who would love to have been involved in the planning, which is why I am thankful the plan is unfolding in phases. This allows us time to talk and make tweaks… time to think and to dream… time to pray, try, revise and redo.

Shades, I know that new things can be unsettling! I feel unsettled is all I’ve felt for the past year. But, I believe that was God preparing me to serve you when things feel unsettling. And ultimately, I believe through the unsettling, he is doing something good. I know that is true in my family.

As comfortable as I was having kids, I wouldn’t go back in time if I could, because I love the gift of my teens (and my tween). As much has Holly and I have changed over time, I wouldn’t dream of hitting rewind because I don’t want to miss who we are right now. I can look back on my family and see that God has been good, but it is the unsettling that forces me to see he is doing something good. 

And Shades, I believe the same is true for our faith family. We can look back and see that God has been so good. But, in 2025 I want to see, I believe we will see, that he is doing something good… even when it feels unsettling.

I love you all,

Pastor Jonathan

And it came to pass… (an Advent poem)

Every year, I try my hand at poetry as a Christmas gift to the body of Shades Valley Community Church. This Advent season, we’ve been reflecting on the strangeness of God’s faithfulness in how he brings his promises to pass in unexpected ways. The poem below is my attempt at expressing the truths we’ve seen in a way that leads us to see and celebrate the strangeness of God’s faithfulness in our own lives.

Merry Christmas, 
Pastor Jonathan


And it came to pass…

And it came to pass 
Cesar gave a decree,
yet devoid of power,
in reality empty.

For Caesar’s heart was a river 
in God’s hands, 
Turned where he willed,
according to plan.

And that plan was to keep
promises made.
That plan was a Christ
coming to save.

But the promise was kept
in the strangest of ways.
God’s sovereign power
in a manger was laid.

The savior was swaddled
and rocked by his mom.
The almighty looked weak,
anything but strong.

But that’s how God works,
his faithfulness strange,
yet it is unfailing
day after day.

Whether sovereignty swaddled
or Christ crucified,
his word comes to pass
every time.

So when you look at your life
and he’s hard to see…
when evil overshadows
the light of his glory…

When the world makes you doubt
if he really is faithful…
remember sovereignty 
once laid in a cradle.

And remember the cross…
the place we confess
that what looked like failure
was faithfulness.

So when life is hard,
or when we breath our last…
may we cling to his promises…
they shall come to pass.

I’m NOT a Reader!

5046807_f520“But I’m not a reader!”

As a pastor, I cannot tell you how often I hear these words in response to encouraging people to seek joy in Christ through the Scriptures. In a world where God has primarily communicated himself to us via written word, it would seem he has also primarily created people who do not enjoy the written word! Irony much?

Modern research into teaching/learning methods have only served to increase people’s justification for not reading. I hear things like, “I’m a tactile learner” or “I’m a visual learner.” These excuses are used both to explain why people don’t want to read their Bible and why they don’t want to listen to sermons.

Alas… what are we to do? Has God been so inept to provide us with the ineffective tools of Scripture and preaching?

Not hardly.

God loves words! He created them! In fact, he created through them! One of the first things we learn about God is that he is a God who speaks! He reveals himself through words. He draws us to faith through the Word of the Gospel! He transforms our lives by his Holy Spirit working through the Word to renew our mind!  Even the greatest revelation of himself, his son Jesus, was known as the Word made flesh!

He gave us ears to hear words, mouths to speak words, and even eyes to read words!

If you’re thinking… “Yeah Jonathan, that’s all great, but I’m still not a reader!” I want to give you five simple things to think about and see if God doesn’t soften your heart toward pursuing him in the riches of his Word.

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA1. The reason you can read is so that you can read the Bible.
The history behind modern literacy rates is primarily rooted in Christianity. We are a people of the book and have always wanted others to be able to read that book! Most of the modern day university system has Christian roots that really can be traced all the way back to medieval monasteries. Christians have been responsible for developing written languages all over the globe and promoting literacy on the mission field… all of this for the ultimate purpose of equipping people to read the Bible. One of the main reasons so many people can read today is because of the efforts of Christians in the past who wanted you to be able to read the Bible.

Church022. The Bible was never meant to be read alone.
One of the reasons many people avoid or ignore reading Scripture is because it can be a difficult task. Let’s be honest… the Bible is not the easiest read. It is an old book, written in a variety of styles to which our modern sensibilities are not naturally attuned. To understand any given passage you have to mentally journey across time, cultures, geography, settings, etc. This can be an extremely tough task! I believe this is why Scripture is not meant to be read alone. I don’t mean that you should never read the Bible while sitting by yourself. By all means…do that! What I mean is that we should always take what we are reading in private and discuss it with other believers! In this way, we can help each other understand the scriptures. We can teach one another, disciple one another, etc. The Bible is a communal book. It was written to communities, for communities, to be read in community, preached in community, and discussed in community. The Holy Spirit works through the Word and through one another to help us understand the Scriptures! We are a body that works together for the good of the whole…this includes our reading of Scripture. If you find reading the Bible frustrating, then find people with whom you can discuss what you are reading. Especially look for people equipped to help you understand the word. You might just find yourself becoming excited about seeing more of Jesus through Scripture.

magazines4603. We read what we love.
You know this is true. You may not read very much, but if there is something you particularly enjoy, then you will read about that subject. Perhaps novels bore you, but you have a million issues of People magazine. Maybe history doesn’t peak your interest at all, but you can hardly wait for the next issue of BassMaster, Cosmo, or Sports Illustrated. We read what we love. The question is do we love Jesus? We have been promised that he will meet us in the pages of Scripture…and if we love him we will pursue him there…even if it is difficult. We are willing to work hard for the things and people we love. Have you seen the value of knowing Jesus? If so, then you know he is worth the effort of digging into Scripture. Reading the Bible is like mining for gold…the task is wrought with difficulty, but the reward is riches beyond your dreams. In fact…the treasures available in the Word are worth more than any amount of gold (Ps 19:7-10)! Love Jesus…and read about what you love.

bible-light-rays4. Do not rely on your natural learning preferences, but on the supernatural teaching of the Holy Spirit.
When we say things like, “I’m not a reader,” we are not just underestimating our learning ability, but the Holy Spirit’s teaching ability! The Holy Spirit inspired the Word and speaks through it…do we doubt that he can actually do that? The fact that you are not a reader is actually all the more reason for the Holy Spirit to teach you through the Word because it will be even more obvious that he is the one at work! God loves to work through our weaknesses! Perhaps this is the reason he has chosen to primarily communicate through written Word when so many of us feel weak as readers! God has promised that faith comes through hearing, and hearing by the Word of Christ! May we believe him and let that change the way we approach hearing and reading the Word.

image0165. What about people who cannot read?
Perhaps all this sounds find to you, but what about people who legitimately cannot read. While literacy is on the rise, illiteracy still abounds. Are non-readers doomed because they lack this particular skill? Absolutely not! Since it’s inception, the church has always had a large portion of its population who were illiterate. Even those who could read were not able to own a personal copy of the Scriptures until well after the invention of the printing press (circa 1450). This is why I always stress the studying of Scripture in community. For the majority of its history, the church has only been able to study the Word together. Brothers and sisters who cannot read today are still able to dive deep into the riches of God’s word through hearing it and discussing it in community. The ability to read a personally owned Bible can greatly enhance this experience and this is why we, the church, are still advocates for written language development, Bible translation, and literacy. The need is actually much greater than you think. There are almost 7,000 known languages in our world. About 500 of these have the complete Bible in their language. Many have portions of Scripture or a current translation project happening, but nearly 1800 languages still await the start of translation effort to bring them the Bible in their own tongue. Those 1800 languages represent about 180 million people! In light of this reality how could we ever look at the treasure of our Bible and say… “Nah… I’m not a reader!” Let us take up and read so that we may know Christ and make him known! Let us continue to take the Word to those who still don’t have it in their own language so that they many know The Word…Jesus! Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of Christ!

For more information about how you can be involved in Bible translation efforts click here.

Bonus Confession: I’m not a reader either!
This may sound strange and unbelievable coming from a pastor who has invested in a small library, but it’s true. I didn’t read a complete book until late middle school. Even then, all I read were comic books and sci-fi/fantasy novels until well into college. It took me years to read through the Bible for the first time and I was actually over halfway done with seminary before I completed the task. Ha! However, I now spend much of my time with my nose in books because I believe that within the pages of Scripture there is treasure far greater than anything this world has to offer! I don’t always enjoy digging for treasure, but I do enjoy finding it. Thus, I find myself reading more and more of Scripture and resources that help me mine its depths. So take it from one “non-reader” to another, not only is it possible to read the Bible, it is far more rewarding than you could ever imagine because within those pages and those words you actually encounter a person…the person…Jesus.